To start it off, I am having a very bad October.

Things are crashing down on me and everything are going against me.

Its especially saddening when you had to get your parent's involve when such situation gets out of hand. And though you can see the huge disappointment in them, but they never seem to give up on you and still ride the waves together with you.

How silly of me just not to inform them about what I had been investing on for the past few mths and dreaming of a big return one day.

Apart from parents, I would really like to express a big thank you to all my friends who had been there for me as well...

Especially Fat Face, Guin, Winson and Petrina =)

Fat face, even though I only know you this year but honestly I am especially thankful to have a friend like you. Someone who really stood by me through thick and thin. We enjoy the happy times together and especially now, when I am undergoing all these crap, you actually did your part and help me time and time again. Im superbly impressed when you even look into the classified of newspaper and go around asking your friends if they do have lobangs. Even though you do not have much to spare in your account, you actually still offer to lend me. Im really thankful of your kind actions and thoughts. I know there are still alot more to write about but i guess I dont have to express it out since I myself know it =) You will be remembered! (And dont say i sound gay here...) lol

Guin, Im also very thankful for all those precious comments and advise you gave me. Those texts you sent were touching as well! =) srsly thanks alot. Nice to know you do care for me!

Winson, I dont have to say much... Because no matter what, i know you are someone I can fall upon too =) thanks!

Petrina, we shall save it for our own private conversation lol

Srsly, thanks alot people!