Brat's 72 Post
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Before i shut down my blog, I shall rant it all on here first...
At times I just feel so disheartened when you are able to arrange plans with others to go out. Depsite the fact that you claim you are busy.
On top of that, I remember asking you out but your reason was that you would prefer clearing your workload.
I know your popular, you have a busy schedule. But it seems to me that I am just like a substitute if there aint any plans for you till then. If not, it would be hard to arrange a date even IF it is due next week.
Your usual response would be, 'See how first'.
Despite that, I ask you on that day itself. Its 'last minute'.
I dont mind waiting for you to dismiss and go out together even IF your lesson ends at 6pm, yet you never once willing to wait for me. Even IF you did, you tend to make a fuss.
Perhaps I just dont feature in your plans, and maybe I am insignificant to you. Sometimes you are lazy to go out.
Yet at times, you can be home in the middle of the night.
As a good friend, you can forget that we havent meet up for two weeks, I am disappointed.
Yet, you can go prawning despite your heavy workloads.
Also, you can go out on all four consecutive days even though you know you have a heavy workload.
All you ask from me is to understand what you are going through and encourage you.
Yes, it takes two hands to clap. Im at fault, but from my point of view.. I am jealous, and I find it unfair... And especially saddening.
You question me why i give you attitude, but... have you not shown me the other side of urs?
Honestly, if its others.. would you have question them the say way? would you have retorted them?